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♥ Monday, May 25, 2009

heyys.................
todae... was kinda bad...... but there were fun parts too...
got a tongue lashing from miss koh todae.. she was asking us to remember the date and time she gave us a tongue lashing and it will be the first and last time...
the date.. the time... made me think of something...
haiis... that feelin keeps coming back...
nvm... but there were like 19/21 of the guys that had to stay back fer detention cos their art pieces were not up to standard...
but i tot it was quite ok tho...
hmmm.. so math was boring as usual lorh...
haiis...then recess time had to go bandroom to listen to mr lee talk..
was super high then.. cos i was with me trumpet mates!! it simply rocks with them around...
haiis.. my trumpet mates rock man... they changed their tickets so that we could sit together... as a section...
i'm happy for that.... i love u gals!!
hmmm.. so after dismissed from band... went back to class to see april chasing sonia...
long time sinced it last happened... but this time was different...
its not like last time... i could see the difference.. but would it make a difference if i voiced out??
no... it wun...
but.. i shall not care that much... i'm not god...
i cant control all the things happening around me... but i noe that.. i tried my best.... and thats wad matters the most...
haiis.. nvm so assembly was quite nice... watched the XGT...
i like zulaika's performance the most... it made me think of alot of things...
hmmm.. dunno why... but i'll support her.. my fellow bandmate...
juz a simple song... it could make me realise all the things i've done... were really... stupid...
ok nvm. then we had CE lesson.. and we stood for 45 mins... but i tot it was really kinda meaningful.. whhat miss lie said..
wads the use of parents investin all their money on us.. if we dun even work hard and juz take everything they give for granted...
her speech.. kinda woke me up...
haiis nvm... so after sch went to band room.. waited for the band tee... but it neva came...
waited like 1 1/2 hours for it then they sae tomorrow give... wth..
but realised somethin super ... unbelievable...
i was lookin at all the previous band pics...
hmmm.. bryant linrui huixin albert still looks pretty much the same...
yufeng was so chubby last time!! omg.. so cute larh!! haha
but now he's not.. =.=
then i was looking at the pic.. could find all my other seniors but zhenjie..
thenn i tot he neva take or somethin..
but sandy came then sae he was inside.. i stare at the pic for like 1 min.. but still cant find..
then sandy point.. i shocked!
almost died of shock sia.. he was fat! omg...
ok.. cannot sae fat.. too vague... is horizontally challenged! yes.. i juz used a euphemism.. haha! i put miss lie's words to good use! great!
so pro right me.. but seriously i was damn shocked.. totally dun look like him.. the aqil also larh... goodness...
nvm shall do the quiz in christle chio bu's blog

1 thing that you want the most
-friends to patch up...

2 things that you want to achieve in life
-be a pro trumpetor
-make everyone around me happy

3 things that you are thinking about now
-me trumpet honey!
-the trumpetors!
-all me fwenz

4 wishes that you will make immediately
-improve in trumpet skills
-build up better relatioship with others
-blow me trumpet evrydae
-get good grades

5 things that you live by
-friends
-trumpet
-computer
-phone
-family

6 emotions you just had.
-missing someone-ness
-happiness
-weird-ness
-emo-ness
-sadness
-paiseh-ness

7 people who last sms-ed you
-jianqing
-sandy
-claire
-zhenjie
-yufeng
-huzair
-sipin

8 words you would say to a particular someone now.
- there are somethings that u really cant noe...

9 words to say to a loved one.
-i care.. but its juz that i dun show...

10 people to do this quiz.
-anyone's fine..

i juz have this urge to tell you something.. but i juz dun hab the courage to..and i doubt i will ever hab it

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