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♥ Monday, April 13, 2009

sometimes i really hate myself..
i make ppl angry and the worst part is i dunno wad i did...
i really hate my life...
ppl misunderstand me...
oh yeah. everything is my fault as they take it... but do they actually noe how i feel..
do they noe how hard things are for me...
do they noe that sometimes i hab to do things against my will..
do they know what i am going through...
do they noe that i feel hurt doing this stupid stuff too...
they dun bother to ask.. they dunno at all!
and they think i am doing everything juz for the fun of it..
oh yeah.. i am doing things on purpose to hurt others.. you think its easy for me?? you think i like it??
not at all! i hate doing these...
i hurt myself more than i hurt others... i force myself to do stuff that i dun want to...
and they think i feel veri good doing that...
oh great... i like to hurt others i love it so much! seeing ppl hurt makes me feel happier than ever!
i feel veri hurt doing this stuff too!!
told christle about it.. she is the onli one that understands...
she noes i am doing this not for myself.. but obviously others dun..
great! do u all think i will actually be so stupid to do things to hurt ppl i love??

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